TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY!!!

gonna blog bout yesterday.......ermmmm......came home in a bad mood cuz of all the studying and half-deadness, then play the com for like 45mins come and irritate me....got really irritated and decided to ignore him......

then my mummy assumed that i played for an hour already (yea due to my bro complaining that its unfair i only get an hour) wanna know wats best? He said (in a very sissy way) I ONLY PLAY SO YOU THAT YOU WONT GET TO~ FU*KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKkk

mummy straight away pulled out the plug =_= then me being angry and all put back the plug (never on the computer of cos) She got pissed pulled it out again and scolded me I WASNT TRYING TO PLAY &^(^&%$%) then i out it back in again =X

yea stupid i know but i was sooooooooooo pissed, she caned me and gave we a telling down...ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD best of all my bro didnt play he went to watch tv FU*KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKkkk

i took paper slam it on the table wanted to start drawing....then my mum come take the paper throw it on the floor and hit me again thennnnnnnn BLABLABLABLABLA after listening to some shit about me being rude and stubborn

i went to my room (slammed the door) mummy got angry and unlocked the door and canned me also scold me again.....i shouted at her cuz i haven used up my "HOUR" yet and she scolded me saying i didnt say and it was all my fault =_= OHYA LIKE YOU WOULD LISTEN....

funny thing is that when i got canned i didnt feel a thing =_= sooooooooooo i took the cane and hit myself all over but didnt feel a thing...WHATS WRONG WIF ME??????

cried myself to sleep (that explains the swollen eyes today)
blablabla made up wif my mum but still thinks its her fault (she still thinks its my fault)


i cant live wif an hour of computer a day...its the only thing i do next to study, and do all those projects

wanna take away the thing that helps me destress (other than super loud music)? then.....WATCH ME AS ALL THE STRESS PILES UP >=(

i always thought of death as a method to escape but i dont dare to do it =X