I'm Gone,

Monday, June 30, 2008

OK! cuz yesterday half dead never blog today shall blog bout both days!!!

YESTERDAY~

1) Jes's mum picked us up
2) The attack of PSPs and Nintendo DS, that is until Jes's mum threaten to confiscate all and yea kai almost lost her precious DS
2 and a 1/2) Kai Begged for Jes's PSP wif sparkely eyes (to no avail)
3) Reach somewhere....had breakfast
4) Church
5) Lots of doodling
6) Lots of singing
7) Head towards Busstop
7 and a 1/2) Kai's begging and whining pays off and Jes hands over the PSP cautiously with an evil eye cast over kai XDXD
8) Lunch
9) FREAKING NICE PASTA AND WAFFLE
10) ICE CREAM ICE CREAM ICE CREAM WAFFLE WAFFLE WAFFLE WAFFLE
11) STUFFED
12) Waited for Joash (saved a waffle for him)
13) Tempted by waffle and icecream
14) Gobbled down the last piece (hey Joash was late)
15) Paid the freaking expensive bill (but definitely worth it)
16) When to the comic and toy convention
17) tot we would never spot krystal in a place this crowed
18) Walked 10+ steps
19) Saw poley Brenda and ben was soooooooooooo shocked
20) Bren got high and started hugging everybody
21) They bid farewell
22) Saw lots of cosplayers O_O
23) Everyone started to walk around....okkkkkkkkk maybe is squeeze around
24) Jes and me got separated from Kai and Joash
25) Found them and regrouped
26) Squeezed around somemore
27) Got message from Maurice and he saw Poley O_O
28) Freaked out, how does he remember Poley after seeing her only once?
29) Got into the starwars booth was so amazed
30) Squeezed out
31) Wanted to go catch a movie
32) Remembered bio research project due donno when
33) Took the Mrt wif a longer route cuz Jes don wanna get home so early
34) Walked home

Yep thats all P.S. there are alot of private info not to be seen online so yea^^
BTW KAI WAS ACTING TALL WIF HER SHOES AND SHE IS ONLY 1 CM TALLER THAN ME *Chews carrots* i wifl frow tallfer fen jou!!!! (wifout the chewing, reads i will grow taller then you)

TODAY~
1) Waked up at 5.15 just to wash my hair
2) Mummy and Daddy wakes up + brother
3) Meimei wake up and complain bout me listening to the radio at night and her not being able to sleep
4) Tried to explain THAT I USED HEADPHONES
5) Begins scolding me anyways
6) totally ignore me and made my sis victim
7) OH GREAT
8) BIG FIGHT
......................................
thats y i showed attitude to all the chers today, even mr chain

Ps i wanna get suspension =_=

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Saturday, June 28, 2008

everyone in my family has gone to east coast (cept me of cos) alone at home coz i fought wif mummy and daddy again =_=
did alot of thinking and reflection bout all that, and yea suddenly had a weird thought.....was thinking that i wanna tell alot of ppl alot of things....but i obviously cant write down all their names sooooooo yea >< here goes......

to her:
i'm really sorry, cuz i used to compare you to someone else, its not fair to u and i realise that now. Your u and that alone makes u shine, i suspect that sometimes u think that ur not good looking and might be ashamed about it and perhaps think we do not like u because of that, but i swear that is not true, we like u because u are u.

to her:
i think i would haf gone insane a long long time ago if not for you =X you might not realise it but everyone does like you (dont get cocky) xDxD i think that you should be a judge when u grow up u know, your really good at looking at a problem from different points of views and from someone elses perspective...i think if not for you i wouldnt haf ever said sorry to the ppl i had quarrels wif in the past thanks for being such a good judge and motivator

to her:
i know i made a mistake in the past....i was wrong so sorry =x i forgot you...but i haf learnt my mistake n i will prove it to you =) you look at me different now because of what happened i dont blame you for that but i really hope to become better friends once i earn ur trust back again x)

to her:
i know alot of things haf happened to you, but dont think i will ever forget about =) u attract ppl to u, but sometimes u should appreciate the ppl who are really there for you more, i know sometimes you feel left out...but know that i will always be there ok? smile more yea =)

to him:
hahas....its been a long time huh, thanks for giving me all that space, i m really sorry if i really hurt you with that reply....but i think that even if i didnt do that then i would haf to sooner or later so yea...Thanks, btw ur really good on the guitar so dont ever stop =]

to him:
thanks for being there,wat else can i say?

to her:
i sometimes lose my temper at u, sorry bout that, its cuz of so many things that happen and i think its cuz of the stress of not being able to channel it elsewhere...i know i cant take it out on you but sometimes i lose control so sorry>< yea and thanks for being so patient =)

u know there are still alot of ppl i wanna talk about but cant reveal too much...i feel like now i m gonna commit suicide or somethin =_= lol no worries i aint that stupid nor do i dare face death...

The world is a stage,
where everyone are the actors.

Nothing last forever,
in the end everything turns to dust.

Why do we work so hard,
only to lose everything in the end.

Why is it that everyone forgets,
they dont listen,
they dont see,
they keep everything for themselves,
who is god,
is it one of their lies?
why must i know about tomorrow?
why must you make me see that?
after you show me,
why make me forget again?
only to make me realise that i know about everything,
but cant prevent it from happening in future?
what am i going to do,
when i remember how i die?
how will i react?
because i already know i cant stop it....

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Thursday, June 26, 2008

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Gah school started T_T
i am trying to complete MOST of my homework cuz i don understand a crap in chem and not many ppl can teach me....
so tired and NOT looking forward to the focus test=_=
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT now instead of one test ever friday, i think they decrease it to one every two-three weeks WOHOO!

now i m supposed to finish my chinese compo (i HATE chinese, its so chinese-ish) but dont wanna think i do during english tomorrow, hey its better than sleeping in ms lim's class =_=

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Friday, June 20, 2008

It's harder than it looks! Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own.Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, names &/or objects, but nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same 1st initial. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question. And Have Fun With It!!! AND TAG 5 PEOPLE TO DO THIS

1) 4 LETTER WORD: Kick

2) BOY NAME: Oliver

3) GIRL NAME: Lock

4) OCCUPATION: Toilet cleaner

5) A COLOR: Black

6) SOMETHING YOU WEAR: Lingerie

7) BEVERAGE: Milk

8) FOOD: Tofu

9) SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: leg hair shavers *gasp*

10) A PLACE: staff toilet in *groan, moan* school *choke*

11) REASON FOR BEING LATE: Head stuck in the toilet bowl while searching for grubs ;)

12) SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: Hey baby XDXDXD

ppl who HAVE to do this
1) SILVANA
2)BILLY
3)JIARONG
4)POLEY(dono if she will ever do it)
5)KAI XUAN

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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

school will never reopen LALALA don tell me i m wrong i wanna continue to live in this little fantasy for as long as i can LALALALALALA

the very thought of school irks me ><

LALA nothing much to blog so gonna leave u wif really cute duckies nope their not rubbery ok so scroll down and see its soooooooo nice guess how many there are ^^

tada duckie!!!! hahas no this aint it, the duckie i want u to see is not rubbery so scroll down somemore

is this the duckie u ask? nono it aint, wanna stop scrolling?

toobad not there yet....sorry i really am very bored ><

tada cute? well guess how many duckies there are?

at first i wanted to add more crap but my com very laggy now T_T

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Monday, June 16, 2008

getting very pissed by my dad now cuz he keep spoiling my sister >=(
walo she cry like the end of the world like that
if i cry he will keep nagging and nagging
freak lah he =_=

i haf a feeling that im going to get scolded cuz i m playing my songs wif speaker on full volume=X

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH sorry now in a gaga mood =_=

i wanna dieeeeeeeee anythin and everything is pissing me off i mean i cant even play wif the green horsey wifout getting pissed

i think my mummy is getting pissed too but she hasnt shown the face of fury yet.....

slept at 5.55 last night =_= woke up at 1.03 =D 8 hours+ of sleep Weeeeeeee

yep talking wif SzeLing has helped alot now i know why i m so cranky =D

accidentally added someone random in msn LOL who cares^^

LALALALALA suddenly high

shall post more if got other thing to say HAhahas

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Saturday, June 14, 2008

sooooo grossed out, just now my sis spotted a lizard in the kitchen.....heres wat happened..........

1) meimei sees lizard near the table tells mummy

2) mummy pushes table crushing lizard D=

3) lizard wriggles all over the floor and stared at me wif the big eyes ='( poor thing

4) take kitchen paper to clear the lizard (not dead yet still can struggle)

5) accidentally turn the lizard over and saw...

A FREAKING HOLE IN THE LIZARD AND THE GUTS

i tell u it freaked me out....well i threw it away anyways poorpoorpoor lizard D=

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Friday, June 13, 2008

MILEY CYRUS - Seven Things

The 7 things I hate about you,

oh youYou're vain,

your games, you're insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks

When you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

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Thursday, June 12, 2008

KAi and Poley has gone to cambodia T_T

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh missing them both

Hope Kai dont rape Poley, Poley is mine =X

No i dont think kai will rape my poley she promised me after all^^

Gahhhh this holiday has really gone to my head =_= BORING~

Before the holiday we were all like groan cant wait till the hols come, then once it does i actually think going to school aint that bad...i mean going to that purple hell to see a burnt eagle??? EWWWWWW sooooo gross.....

anyways today super tired cuz my precious sleep kept being interruped,

when i am supposed to wake up at 1++++ i mean at least let me sleep till 12? But nooooooo the sun had to grill me alive at 8.16 RAWR

so migrate to mummy's bed

then when i want to go back to sleep~ my brother had to play C&C

not that bad yet.....some weird black creep kept shouting downstairs

and later my mummy come in and shout out questions (teaching meimei how to do science)

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR cant sleep ler lah

sometimes i wonder if its their plan to get me to wake up?

Btw The New onion rings at mac aint good =( (better than alot of other crap they serve there but their onion rings can never beat the ones at burger king)

Oh and the spicy mac nuggets are seriously spicy (just wat i think)

Labels: Missing the float and woffle ice cream ohya and the curley fries from AnW

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Sunday, June 08, 2008

OMGGGGGGGG
i didnt go to tuition today i totally forgot D=
kai didnt either
her braces are hurting her >< Ouch
GET Better SOON

My brother is back from the hospital^^
Lalalala***

Shall blog bout yesterday
yesterday was the geo competition ran like a mad idiot everywhere wearing a yellow shirt
saw something wrong

lalala shall not tell u guys about the results^^
LOL then later after the whole thing
Sue, Szeling, Saidi and the guy(dono his name)
went and watch KungFu panda LOL nothin is an accident ;]

sooooo thats all for my short short post shall blog again next time^^

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Thursday, June 05, 2008

For silsil

Name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions until you name the 20
people.
01.KaiXuan
02.Krystal
03.Silvana
04.Jeslynn
05.JiaRong
06.Brenda
07.Shawn
08.Joash
09.Billy
10.Joey
11.Sue
12.Weiting
13.Claire
14.forgot his real name ler lah STM psps
15.Szeling
16.BooChong
17.BooKean
18.Carssie
19.KhimSeng
20. Arie =_=

Question 1: How did you meet 14?
Through KhooBooChong XDXD
Question 2: What will you do if you didn't meet 2?
POLEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY D= how to pole dance like this?
Question 3: What if 9 and 20 dated?
Errrrrrrr.......9 got gf liao and i don't think 20 is gay is he? O_o
Question 4: Will 6 and 17 date?
CANNOT D= age gap! I think she would be better wif 14 maybe i should intro?
Question 5: Describe 3?
The fishy that kick my crabbie butt for forgetting this qn T_T today heads will roll! LOL crazy girl =_= Btw beware of fishy here, when she scary u don wanna see and somemore hit ppl very hard *ouch* O_O GASP DON LET HER SEE THIS
Question 6: Is 8 attractive?
LOL! Ahem i don wanna say anythin~
Question 7: Describe 7?
LOL, got very bad STM, wise at times, always fight wif silsil
Question 8: Do you know any of 12's family members?
Nope but i know she has a sis
Question 9: What will you do if 18 broke up?
She also don wanna get into relationship how to break up?
Question 10: What are the languages that 15 speak?
Chinese, English
Question 11: Who is 9 going out with?
Awwww....^^
Question 12: How old is 16?
18 when 10/12 arrives
Question 13: When was the last time you spoke to 13?
I miss her =( but not very long lah
Question 14: Who is 2's favourite singers or bands?
Wah alot sia MCR, Paramore....yea alot
Question 15: Will you ever like 4?
=_=" 4 belongs to ppl ler.....
Question 16: Will you ever date with 1?
OF COS =D
Question 17: Is 19 Single?
Should still be bah
Question 18:What is 10's last name?
That's easy THAM!
Question 19: Will you ever be on a relationship with 11?
Hmmmmmmmmm XDXD No lah she got ppl she want ler LOL
Question 20: Where does 6 live?
Next to that purple school
Question 21: What's your favourite thing about 5?
He can be so funny XDXD

yep that's all feeling dizzy today, yesterday supposed to pei my bro whole night one, but underage so i call my daddy come pei him and i take cab home about 12+

walking in the hospital alone is quite scary LOL ok lah nothin one =)
go 7eleven (NUH one) talk to the cashier awhile, he very friendly, ask me if i wanna work in NUH ROFL i how old ni? Then he wished me good luck for my O's ^^ thanks

I think the Cabbie think i ghost or wat cuz i got white scarf LOL he whole way keep staring at me through the mirror, somemore he look so pale, scared i don haf reflection isit? Hmmm maybe he scared i use hammer hit him then rob him =X innocent little me? XDXD

come home ler, eat my cookie =) then wanna sleep, remember i drank tea to keep myself awake =_= lie in bed listening to music for sooooooo long then finally sleep wahhhhhhh giddy now @_@

This morning my bro's dono cher or friend keep calling then won't let me sleep D=
the sun shine in and roasted me at about 9++ then i fed up ler don wanna sleep ler lah >=(

think i getting sick got abit of nose block and cough =_= Haiz

ok ler daddy come back ler, he yesterday take care of didi never sleep now must let him pig out so can't make too much noise i think i go ler lah =D

BOOBYE XDXD

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Tuesday, June 03, 2008

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i will do the survey already, ERRGGGGGHHHHHH =_= i owe donno how many ppl ok i will just take it that i owe 5 ppl so thats 5 questions =) GOODDDDDD

Instructions: Remove one question from the above and add in you personal question to make it a total of 20 questions. Then, tag 5 people in your list. List them out at the end of your post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged. Whoever does the tag, would get blessing from all.
1. Do you wish to get married?
uh.....yea......

2. What is your favourite colour?
GREEN!!!!

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
Mummy

4. Who is your favourite idol?
Super Crabman

5. Who is the person you hate most?
=_= got alot sia

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
When i walk wif not so tall ppl

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My Stuff toys (chichi, bunny, bunnney[also a bag], big chichi, chip&dale, babyblues, sally, puppy, peapea[peanuts], teddy, star, wahhhhhhhhh alot sia)

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
NO! THEY DON'T EXIST

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he tried to commit suicide?
O_O i cant tell u that

10. What do you like about yourself?
My superpowers, dududududu!!!!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
other half of wat my lunch? Dinner? To be as tasty as this half of cos

12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Well i make some mistakes here and there but i will try to^^

13. Do you treasure your family?
OF COS....maybe......sometimes?

14. What do you dislike the most?
being stared at

15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
LALALALALALA

16.What do you regret most in your life?
Rejecting that guy? Well not really lah , but its good tht he became so cute^^ LOL but i wont accept him ever

17. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friend's eye?
i want them to trust me, and i will work for it >=)

18. Do you love your friends?
EVERY SINGLE ONE

19. Which date you like most?
how do i know when bala dies?

20.If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i can fly

21.If you can be anything you like what do you want to be?
......................................i dono

22.If you could make any of your wishes come true, wat would it be?
To stop being greedy and be contented wif everything

23.What is your aim in life?
To protect crabs bunnies, basically animals

24.bush and bala are stuck in the volcano, you can only save one, who do you save?
none, who cares bout them, let them be fertilizer for the grass they killed, by driving their expensive cars and bmw's

25.What is your favourite language?
crabish

Yep thats all^^ the 5? i will be good, i will tag more than 5, to prevent hassle or trouble anyone else, my stuff toys will get to be next to do the survey^^

yep weiting i finally did the survey=D

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Sunday, June 01, 2008

Last day!!! dumdumdumdum....
nono his operation is not tomorrow its on the 3rd (tuesday)
but tomorrow is the last day before he goes under the knife O_o Freaky~

today ran all over the place wif my aunts doggie...can fall down and sleep then and there i tell you =_= how very unfit i m =(

other than that well nothin much to post about spent a day at tuition suffering wif Kaixuans worst nightmare......TRIANGLES D=

yup pure evil DX

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