everyone in my family has gone to east coast (cept me of cos) alone at home coz i fought wif mummy and daddy again =_=
did alot of thinking and reflection bout all that, and yea suddenly had a weird thought.....was thinking that i wanna tell alot of ppl alot of things....but i obviously cant write down all their names sooooooo yea >< here goes......

to her:
i'm really sorry, cuz i used to compare you to someone else, its not fair to u and i realise that now. Your u and that alone makes u shine, i suspect that sometimes u think that ur not good looking and might be ashamed about it and perhaps think we do not like u because of that, but i swear that is not true, we like u because u are u.

to her:
i think i would haf gone insane a long long time ago if not for you =X you might not realise it but everyone does like you (dont get cocky) xDxD i think that you should be a judge when u grow up u know, your really good at looking at a problem from different points of views and from someone elses perspective...i think if not for you i wouldnt haf ever said sorry to the ppl i had quarrels wif in the past thanks for being such a good judge and motivator

to her:
i know i made a mistake in the past....i was wrong so sorry =x i forgot you...but i haf learnt my mistake n i will prove it to you =) you look at me different now because of what happened i dont blame you for that but i really hope to become better friends once i earn ur trust back again x)

to her:
i know alot of things haf happened to you, but dont think i will ever forget about =) u attract ppl to u, but sometimes u should appreciate the ppl who are really there for you more, i know sometimes you feel left out...but know that i will always be there ok? smile more yea =)

to him:
hahas....its been a long time huh, thanks for giving me all that space, i m really sorry if i really hurt you with that reply....but i think that even if i didnt do that then i would haf to sooner or later so yea...Thanks, btw ur really good on the guitar so dont ever stop =]

to him:
thanks for being there,wat else can i say?

to her:
i sometimes lose my temper at u, sorry bout that, its cuz of so many things that happen and i think its cuz of the stress of not being able to channel it elsewhere...i know i cant take it out on you but sometimes i lose control so sorry>< yea and thanks for being so patient =)


u know there are still alot of ppl i wanna talk about but cant reveal too much...i feel like now i m gonna commit suicide or somethin =_= lol no worries i aint that stupid nor do i dare face death...

The world is a stage,
where everyone are the actors.

Nothing last forever,
in the end everything turns to dust.

Why do we work so hard,
only to lose everything in the end.

Why is it that everyone forgets,
they dont listen,
they dont see,
they keep everything for themselves,
who is god,
is it one of their lies?
why must i know about tomorrow?
why must you make me see that?
after you show me,
why make me forget again?
only to make me realise that i know about everything,
but cant prevent it from happening in future?
what am i going to do,
when i remember how i die?
how will i react?
because i already know i cant stop it....