*you make the death of me*

everything is attacking at the same time
fighting wif my parents and siblings more than ever
donno wat to do anymore
lost control of everything
its so irritating
all a blur
can anyone be trusted?
behind that smile hides everything
its all so unreal
your not alone
nothing much makes me happy anymore
i m losing the ablity to feel


wanting to protect me
you pushed me to the edge
very soon i will fall
and if he is kind
never wake forever more

*if thats how you feel*

i cant say much more
your only a small fragment of all my other problems
there is just so much more that require my attention
i dont want to waste your time
if you want it that way
i cant plead you to stay
and i wont
they are all you need
your heart has long been lost in the other world
so it doesnt make much of a difference
i love you

everynight i haf been thinking thinking about so many things and it overwhelms i want to die i want to die......