GAHHHHHHHHH i was soooooo tired yesterday dono wat was wrong wif me =_=
i slept from 11 on friday night toooooooooooooo 2.30PM! Then later i fell asleep at 4+ and only woke up at 9.15PM, nice huh i slept for bout 19 hours i think therefore
the number of hours i was awake yesterday isssssssssssssssss 4!
tralalala i seriously think i m gonna fall sick..........
chemistry sucked
i cant believe how hard pure chem is....
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yep tats fun spamming like that so many things that you cant seem to catch your breath
breath in breath out
phew this is incredibly hard
tip for others!!!
numb urself to all kinds of mental crap and just focuz on yourself thinkin about others will make you insane seriously
thinkin bout being the nice guy, feeling guilty, showing weakness, cut the crap, its a dog eat dog world in the area of competition, being number 2 is not enuf
gah y m i saying all this =_=
i m just so down again D=
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ohya i cant stand the deed of being the guilty party again and again
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
i don wanna careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
damn i wanna sleep again, it seems like the only time where i dont lose it=_=
i feel like i m gonna become the defiant kid again T_T
i cant help it when there is so many watchin you all the time
waiting for you to fall off that bridge,
they cant wait to drown you,
they cant wait to watch you lose everthing,
they crush you,
take away your everything,
they push you down,
nothing is left
nothing is left
