just now i was using the com, (not even 15 minutes yet)
left to do somethin for a sec,
my brother went and read my convo wif arie,
damn irritated ler
tell him to get lost i wanna use the com
daddy SAID STRAIGHT AWAY THAT HE CAN USE THE OTHER COM
my bro went YAY!
daddy scold me
says i am very bossy or some shit like that (i aint very good in chinese)
then says that i keep using the com
never let my brother use,
selfish
i tried to talk back
he keeps saying that i always think i m never at fault

i feel sooooooooooo betrayed
damndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamn
damndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamndamn
my whole family is ganging up on me i tell you,
my father keeps scolding me when i use the com,
he says i keep playing the computer everyday,
but

he didnt see it when my brother comes home at 3+ everyday and plays till 7+?
then most of the time i play from 8+ onwards
scolding from him

he didnt see it when he goes out and my brother and sister use the other com,
when they come back they scoot, only i m left using the com
scolding from him

he didnt see that my brother and sister used the com for the whole day last saturday
i was asleep
he didnt scold them (at least i think he didnt see, dono pretend or not)

he didnt see that i go for tuition from 10 to 2.30 every sunday
all the while my sister and brother are using the com
after tuition most of the time they ditch me at home and go out AS A FAMILY
i use the com YAY!
he come back get scolded

i dont care that he keeps scolding me for every fucking thing wat i cant stand is that
nobody every stood up for me,
mummy ignores me when i call her to stand up and be a witness
she talked to my brother!!!

of all the ppl mummy...
damn i feel like dying now,damn it damn it damn it