AHahahahaha
five free periods today
anddd we got our new and imporoved timetabllle
still veryvery packed
NOW 2 BIO AFTERNOON LESSONS DDDD:
will be damn boring i swearrrr
sigggh wat to doo~

tomorrow physic first peroid and i didnt plan the experiment (Skill 3 for SPA)
DAMN SO SCREWED
wish me luck ppl i so need it =/

kai said sometime prettyy smart today
germinating eggs~
eggs that have germinated gives ya chicks :DDDD
thats the awesome pure bio student for ya~

hmmms bio skill3 also haven do
SS never revise (focus test)
Math Holidays homework haven even looked at it (do it at mrtan's place lah)
CHEM ALSO NEEDA DO SKILL33333 DDD: planplanplanplanplan wtf so sian

kinda indirectly made silsil cry today

okok story:
I m helping mdm chan choose who is going up on stage for some assembly slot thingy
silvana wants in
reason for it? SHE WANTS CCA POINTS
Sil: IF I CAN GET CCA POINTS THEN ANYTHING LAH
well darlings its so funny cuz i rmb in sec2
she even wrote a parent letter and all
saying how much she wwants to concentrate on her studies and shit
she wanted to be excused from all shit (obviously she wanted to slack lah)
if i could deal with it why the hell couldnt she?

and now EVERYTHING revolves around ccapoints
i can tell you i m just irritated by everything
pissed off by everything
the only time she ever does something is if she wants cca points
okok i may be ovverreacting and all but honestly i dont care about how many cca points she has
she got it coming for her, slacking so much, every little thing say stressed
she hasnt tasted stress

i mean look
me and her in a group
frankly i might as well do it myself
since....she wont do a shit, everything also donno how to do
help me do leh
i really donno how to doo~
what you want me to do hold your hand and lead?
dammit i hatee it, i'm always made use off in this type of situations

therefore for the carbon footprint thingy i will NOT team uup with them
its time you put in your own effort lah i will NOT lift a finger for you, its everyone for themselves here, i feel mean for doing this but im sure if it was me there you wouldnt even turn to look yea all you selfish bastards are all the same (no sil you are not the bastard so dont fucking cry to everyone and say i called you one)
i never could rreally trust annyone properly, i m sorry

mummy andd daddy are in batam again
i m really mad with everyone and everything


should i givve sil the place?
if she reeally wants it imma make her work for it
and imma drive her triple times as hard
and make sure she doesnt get the points for nothing..